Our first fight

Today A and I had our first fight. I won't go into what it was about because it was something so minor it's embarrassing. At any rate, I was so upset afterwards that I ruined a perfectly good afternoon with my friends and I just feel stupid. I drank too much which means I felt like passing out and all my bipolar "quirks" became magnified....like the people were too much and the noise was too much and I just had to go home. I am very disappointed in myself and hope they forgive me.